Acting Without the Drama

July 29, 2009.  I’m tired, and it’s late, but I wanted to check in.  Mostly because I think I may be completely starkers.  Mad.  Craaaaaazy!

And not in the good way.

Today, I was surrounded by chaos and strange happenings.  The cast has included a wide variety of characters: plagarists, welschers and midget ninjas.  I’m not kidding.

And, at the end of day that has included malfunctioning software, stroke-like symptoms exibited by a loved one, stolen credit cards and missing money, I’m feeling remarkably…ok.

When there’s this much stuff happening around me, it usually means that I’m inviting it on some level.  That there’s a certain amount of anarchy rolling around inside of me.

And with that said, I know that I’m doing so much better right now than I would’ve in the past.

Comic-Con didn’t go as well as I wanted.  then we had multiple industry professionals asking for our materials.  The juxtaposition of those two apparently opposing things would’ve completely messed me up a year ago.

Because it’s just about a year ago that things went awry for the group that we had gathered to ourselves.  So many people around us self-destructed.  So many spun out due to the aftermath of that explosion.

And this time, while there’s all sorts of weird stuff happening, no one has completely spun out on us.  We don’t seem to be attracting that this time around.

Progress.

That’s ultimately all that we can really ask of ourselves, right? 

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