Acting Without the Drama

October 25, 2009.  I had just written a wonderful, well-planned-out blog.  I selected all of the text, then went to copy it, but went one letter over and pasted yesterday’s blog neatly into the system.  Awesome!

And it was.  The blog was great, but I’m not sure that it’s exactly what I wanted to talk about.  What I really want to talk about is that I’ve felt a little discouraged the past couple of days.

I feel a lot of shame over my disconnects, so admiting that I haven’t been quite as connected as I would like can be challenging for me.  But really it’s just good information.

I’ve been discouraged because it feels like I’m in the same place as I’ve been in before.  Things are feeling really similar.

And yet, I know that they’re different.  And the things that feel the same are all part of the plan.  The plan that helps me to integrate hurt and scared parts of myself that need love and attention.

So, even though this isn’t the blog that I planned, it feels like the one that I really needed.

And that pretty much applies to my whole life.  Things may not be going exactly how I planned, but I’m pretty sure they’re exactly what I needed.

That’s pretty awesome! 

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